ZALAYSHIA, IMINTUIT!

HEY BEAUTIFUL SOULS AND CREATIVE BEINGS!

 

:::THANK YOU FOR BEING HERE::: 

 

WELCOME TO MY STORY-WEAVING PORTAL.

A SPACE I CREATED TO BE ALL THAT I AM.

A SPACE THAT GIVES SHAPE & FORM TO MY JOURNEY.

A SPACE WHERE I GET TO PLAY. SHARE. & EXPRESS THROUGH WHAT I LOVE TO DO....

CREATE! 

A SPACE THAT UPLIFTS. INSPIRES. EMPOWERS. & SUPPORTS OTHER CREATIVES.

A SPACE WHERE OUR STORIES ARE HONORED. NURTURED. & VOICED THROUGH DIFFERENT CREATIVE VESSLES.

A SPACE  WHERE HEALING, LEARNING, EXPANSION AND EVOLUTION CONTINUOUSLY  FLOWS. 

INTUITION:::INTIMACY:::IMAGINATION

I N T U I T I O N

QUITE THE JOURNEY IT HAS BEEN. I'VE HAD TO DIVE INTO THE DEPTHS OF MY SOUL THROUGH DEEP

SELF-EXPLORATION, 

SELF-HEALING,  AND EXPERIMENTATION IN ORDER TO UNMASK MY TRUTH, RE-DISCOVER HOW I CONTRIBUTE TO THIS PLANET AND ALIGN WITH WHAT IS TRULY MEANINGFUL TO ME. 

 

FOR SO LONG I'VE DESIRED TO WAKE UP IN LOVE.  

 

TO FEEL VIBRANT, LIMITLESS AND FREE... 

 

TO FEEL AT HOME IN MY BODY...

TO FEEL WHOLE...

TO FEEL GOOD... 

 

TO FEEL DEEP PLEASURE AND PURE JOY...

TO FEEL SAFE TO BE ME...

 

YOU KNOW, WHAT WE ALL ARE WORKING TOWARDS

IN OUR OWN WAY.

MY WAY OF ARRIVING TO THESE FEELINGS IS DEFINITELY THE ROAD LESS TRAVELED. SOME PEOPLE SEEK OUTSIDE SUPPORT TO ASSIST THEM IN THEIR HEALING...

ME, I WENT WITHIN.

YEP, JUST ME AND MY INTUITION. 

BUT FIRST, LET ME SAY I AM NOT NEW TO HEALTH AND HEALING...MY BACKGROUND IS IN HEALTH, WELLNESS AND FITNESS. PREGNANCY, BIRTH AND POSTPARTUM. I AM A PROFESSIONAL DANCER WHICH IS ALL ABOUT WORKING FROM THE INSIDE OUT. ALSO, HEALTH HAS BEEN A HUGE THEME IN MY LIFE SINCE CHILDHOOD. SO I KIND OF HAVE THE WILL AND GRIT FOR THIS KIND OF STUFF. 

 

MY LIFE'S WORK IS IMMERSED IN HOLDING SPACE FOR OTHERS WHILE THEY GO THROUGH TRANSFORMATION.

IT HAS BEEN MY TIME TO HOLD SPACE FOR MYSELF.

MY FIRST 8 YEARS OF HEALING

(STARTING IN 2007) WAS FOCUSED ON MY MIND AND BODY WHICH I WAS VERY INTENTIONAL ABOUT. MY INTUTION LED ME TO AMAZING NATUROPATHS, HERBALISTS AND BODY-WORKERS TO ASSIST ME.

 

THIS RECENT PERIOD OF HEALING (LAST 6 YEARS) WAS SOLELY FOCUSED ON SOUL RETRIEVAL AND SPIRITUAL GROWTH WHICH WAS A DEFINITE CALLING. 

I SAY IT WAS A CALLING BECAUSE  THIS TIME, I WAS GUIDED TO RELY SOLELY ON MY INTUTION, TO FOLLOW THE FEELING, WHICH LED ME TO DIVE DEEPER INTO ASTROLOGY, THE TAROT, NUMEROLOGY, THE CHAKRA SYSTEM AND ALIGNING WITH THE MOON CYCLES. THESE WERE ALL SPIRITUAL TOOLS AND ANCIENT MODALITIES I HAD BEEN SECRETLY LEARNING AND EXPLORING IN MY EARLY ADULT JOURNEY. 

AND THESE SPIRITUAL TOOLS ARE EXACTLY WHAT ASSISTED ME THROUGH COMPLETE BREAKDOWN AND BREAKTHROUGH... TO COMPLETE TRANSFORMATION AND  TOTAL ALIGNMENT WITH MY TRUTH... TO BE IN A SPACE OF RECEIVING AND ALLOWANCE OF THE FEELINGS I'VE BEEN FIGHTING FOR. 

I AM NOT SHARING THIS PART OF MY STORY TO PROMOTE THE TOOLS...THEY ARE APART OF MY BELIEF SYSTEM AND WHAT WORKS FOR ME. WHAT I AM PROMOTING IS DEEP TRUST IN YOURSELF AND THE #COURAGE TO FOLLOW YOUR  INTUITION.

 

AS CREATIVES, YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE BLOCKED, CONFUSED, DROWNING IN LIMITING BELIEFS AND TRAPPED IN CYCLES WHICH INTERFERES WITH OUR

CREATIVE PROCESS.

THIS IS WHEN THAT TRUST IN SELF AND #COURAGE TO FOLLOW OUR INTUITION IS NEEDED THE MOST. THIS IS THE KEY TO OUR OVER-FLOWING WELL OF CREATIVITY.

I N TI M A C Y

 OUR INNATE ABILITY TO DEEPLY 

FEEL, LOVE AND CONNECTINTIMACY. SUCH A YUMMY WORD. IT'S MORE THAN A WORD ACTUALLY.   

 

I INSTANTLY FEEL AN INTERNAL STIRRING THROUGHOUT MY ENTIRE BEING WHEN I SEE, SPEAK OR

HEAR THE WORD INTIMACY.

 

DO YOU FEEL IT???

IT'S LIKE MY BODY'S WISDOM AWAKENS AND REMEMBERS WHAT IT NEEDS. TELLING ME WHAT I NEED. 

 

SELF-LOVE.

THE HEALING AND TRANSFORMATION HAS OCCURED  IN MY MOST INTIMATE AND TENDER SPACES OF MY LIFE. TEACHING ME SO MUCH ABOUT MY LACK OF SELF-LOVE.

WE ARE BORN INTO A WORLD THAT LACKS INTIMACY. A WORLD THAT DISCONNECTS US FROM OUR TRUE SELVES...CAUSING FRAGMENTATION... MOVING US FUTHER AWAY FROM WHAT LOVE IS ALL ABOUT.  

THANKS TO GENERATIONAL TRAUMA, SOCIETAL TRAUMA, SYSTEMIC BS, ALL THE -ISMS AND PROGRAMMING.... DEEP WOUNDING AND IMPRINTING BECOMES OUR STORIES. OUR BODIES HOLDS ON TO THESE STORIES.

WE END UP SPENDING MOST OF OUR LIVES TRYING TO FEEL AND RE-CONNECT THROUGH RELATIONSHIPS WITH OTHERS. PROJECTING OUR LACK AND STORIES ONTO OTHERS. 

WHEN ITS ABOUT GETTING RIGHT WITH OURSELVES.  ALIGNING WITH OURSELVES, AND HEALING THE LACK SO TRUE INTIMACY CAN BE EXPERIENCED WITHIN OURSELVES AND WITH OTHERS. 

IT TAKES #COURAGE TO DIVE WITHIN AND HEAL THESE DYNAMICS. #COURAGE TO RE-WRITE OUR STORIES. BUT THIS IS WHERE LONG-LASTING INTIMACY IS BUILT.  

 

THERE IS A UNIQUE LEVEL OF INTIMACY THAT IS REQUIRED IN ANY

 CREATIVE PROCESS.  

ESPCIALLY IF WE WANT TO CREATE SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL AND MEANINGFUL. 

CHECK OUT THIS VIDEO I FOUND BY

DR. SHAFALI

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

WHEN I LOOKED UP INTIMACY ON YOUTUBE. I WANTED TO HEAR OTHERS PERSPECTIVES.

NOT THAT IT WOULD'VE STOPPED ME FROM SHARING. I WAS JUST SIMPLY CURIOUS.

WE'RE ON THE SAME WAVE! SHE'S SOULTRIBE!!!  SUCH A GOOD TALK. SHE'S NOW ON MY RESOURCE PAGE.

I M A G I N A T I O N 

FOLLOWING THE FEELING HAS TAKEN ME ON A LONG DETOUR BUT FINALLY I'VE COME HOME! BACK TO MY HIGHEST HEART. ROOTED IN MY BODY IN A NEW WAY. FEELING ALL THE FEELS I'VE WORKED SO HARD FOR. 

BEING IN MY HIGHEST HEART HAS RECONNECTED ME WITH MY IMAGINATION. AND MY GOODNESS, THIS IS SUCH AN EXPANSIVE AND COLORFUL PLACE FOR ME. AND I'M SURE IT IS FOR YOU TOO. THIS IS OUR INTELLIGENCE!